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RANDOM FACTS

well, i am 17 years old, aren't i?

ONE Nicole is random, like this section. TWO Even though she's been skinny half her life, she's currently getting fat, due to lack of exercise and her love of cheeeese!! THREE She's totally an Italian food person but loves some Western, Chinese zhi char, XIao Long Bao, American fast food and MIS dishes =)) FOUR Nicole likes music, really. She was so crazy over music she joined the Music Elective Programme which while was torturous, she gained something out of it. FIVE Right now, Nicole is listening to KPop (BigBang and 2NE1) while still going on about boybands, Hilary Duff and random Disney people, and obviously The Jonas Brothers. SIX Nicole is secretly pro-everything, I'm pro human rights, pro gay rights, pro cheese on hotdogs, pro we-shouldn't-have-exams-because-it-kills-trees, yup. Pro everything and pro AT everything. =D SEVEN Nicole loves her cheem sounding CCA - International and Strategic Affairs Council or ISAC for short. EIGHT But Community Service Club will always hold a special place in her heart, the volunteering spirit will always burn within Nicole!! NINE Nicole loves several teachers, namely, Mrs Koh, Ms Tan, Chen Lao Shi, Mrs Martha Tan, Ms Cheng, Mrs Chu, Mrs Susan Tan, Mrs E-von Lee, Mr Leong, Mdm Nora, Mrs Bok, Ms Ng (both), Ms Teo, Ms Aw and Mr Tiew. TEN And Nicole takes these people as her role models: Obama, Ellen Degeneres, MM Lee Kuan Yew, SM Goh Chok Tong, PM Lee Hsien Loong, Ho Ching, Elim Chew, Mr Sng, Mr Low, Mr Ng, Ms Aw, Mrs Bok, Annabel Koh, Chan Li Wen, Tan Bao Jia, Alicia Ho and Sylvia Lim. ELEVEN Nicole eats. A LOT. Ask anyone who knows her, they'll tell you how much. TWELVE Nicole sometimes wishes for nonsensical stuff like that she was a guy, or world peace, or for people to just stop hating really. THIRTEEN This is an unlucky number, so I'm not gonna put anything here! FOURTEEN Nicole has a great sense of humour and cannot stand people who don't laugh. FIFTEEN Nicole has a sense of adventure and would love to travel all over the world someday, unfortunately due to her cold phobia, she'll have to strike half the world of her list. SIXTEEN Nicole is actually still 16, but decides that since her birthday is coming soon on the 18th of December, she will fake that she's 17. SEVENTEEN
Nicole does not understand why everyone wants to remain at 17 because she desperately wants to drive and buy her dream car (Ferrari Aurea Spyder), thus she would rather remain 21 forever.

T A G B O A R D

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Rollercoaster

4:56 PM - Sunday, November 29, 2009

I realised and was told by someone that I've been doing a helluva lot of emo posts lately. There's a good and bad side to this alright? Just read on and give me a chance to tell you why its good. As to why its bad, its kindof obvious. Happy, crazy, nutso Nicole being emo? Definitely bad.

I'm an Alpha. Have I ever told you that? I have this need to be in charge, to be in control of whatever is going on in my life. Yes, I'm an controlling, stubborn Alpha bitch. =) Most of you know about that drama I was watching a while back.. Yes, the L drama.. lols. Anyway, I really really identify with one of the characters on the show, played by Jennifer Beals (OMG SHE'S REALLY GORGEOUS!!) This character, Bette, is also an Alpha. She has an insane need to control everything around her, thinking that that's the way she can make sure everything is alright. She feels she has a need to be strong for the people around her, she is not allowed to show any weakness or to mess up in any way. If not, people will no longer admire or respect her. By controlling everything around her, she is able to ensure everything is perfect. If she screws up in any way, people will no longer think she is perfect and that's the only thing she knows how to do.

She's afraid to show her emotions, preferring to control those as well, locking them up inside her. As a result, whenever she is angry or depressed, she still keeps those emotions inside, and they eat away at her, chipping her away until she's empty inside. This in turn slowly destroys all the relationships around her because no one can penetrate her emotional walls, and its only a matter of time before those emotions break free.

Alright, so maybe I'm not that extreme, but I definitely identify really well with Bette. It's a good thing that I'm sharing my emotions and emoness on my blog then, because this means I'm not keeping it all inside me. Yeah I'm not getting chipped away, hooray! =D Through this method, I'm exorcising my demons.. =) But I've got plenty more to exorcise, so hang in there with me folks!

I love you guys, and stay with me only if you're sure you can handle this ride. Trust me, it has a thrill factor of 9.9/10! Loop de loops, sudden drops, reverse action, steep climbs anything you could ever ask for if you were a thrillseeker with a death wish haha.. =D

BOARDING STARTS NOW! =)